tarey_g
Hanging, since 2004..
You won't. Obviously ! You shall With Time.
I don't expect 14yr old kid to understand. May be by 15-16 you should open your eyes. Don't be late, otherwise then competition will kill you. Your chances/probability for that dream life of yours will only decrease unless you change radically.
Everyone else who does not go by your thinking is not an idiot. Being carrier oriented has nothing to do with playing computer games. when i was in IIT coaching classes, the top ranker of my batch used to play games in a video game parlour, he is now earning more than many people can dream at a very young age.