utsav
damn busy...
Being a techy and always out of the league i never had gud frnds. As the others were either too jealous of me or they just cant like my way of life. So i never got the chance to celebrate frndship day . But things always dont remain the same .Actually my first luv with whom i am in love from over 8yrs "yes u read it right its eight" (she lives in a different city frm the last 2 yrs) . Refer here:- *www.thinkdigit.com/forum/showpost.php?p=720029&postcount=2 finally started to talk with me online since the last two months and i got solid signs that she loves me too. on friday (25th) afternoon she started asking me "common utsav tell me who was ur crush in school" . Now how can i say to her that it was she herself.
.but i mustured some courage and told indirectly her that it was she. Then she said i ve to go and went offline . She didnt replied my smses and calls. I suspected some problm and tried to knw that whats the problm. Then i took my bike and went to the Jhansi- Delhi railway track and sent her this pic *img244.imageshack.us/img244/9426/trnxa9.th.jpg as mms and told her that am going to go under the next train as i am feeling very guilty for the afternoon incident. Girls melt like ice in the sun
The train in this pic was passing at a damn high speed and i took gr8 pains to shoot this pic standing very near to the track.
. Then i was bombarded with her calls but i picked up the call after half an hour and found her crying
. She said that if something would have happnd to u then have u ever thot what would have happnd to me. Today she said to me that even i am her crush frm the last 8 yrs but she was shy to tell. Am so happy now after getting to knw this. My patience is paying me off. Next yr i will go to her city and i will confess my love for her because i dont think that confessing love online now is a gud idea. Today i went to Archies gallery and bought a card, frndship band and some chocolates for her. Now dtdc is my saviour
.This is the first time ever that i bought a gift for someone. And this will be the first time that i will be celebrating frndship day too but the difference is that i will not be having her next to me but i will have her in my heart 
btw shantanu suggested me a techy way to confess my love. He said tell her "I Love You from the inside of my quad core heart with 4GB RAM and GTX 280 SLI graphics card to visualize our future "
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btw shantanu suggested me a techy way to confess my love. He said tell her "I Love You from the inside of my quad core heart with 4GB RAM and GTX 280 SLI graphics card to visualize our future "
