Should I go back or not??

[virus_killer]

Well, let me tell you my story. I was in 5th grade and my parents
told me to go to the hostel, I went there and it was not a common
hostel, that was Gurukul, as you all guys know, gurukul is one of
the toughest institute. Man, those were the toughest days of my life,
we had to woke up at 5am every morning, every week you have to eat
same food, we were not allowed to go out anywhere, at that age a kid need freedom, home food, Mom and many things but man we dint had anything,

Just imagine you self in my position, That is the age when you need your parents most, because in that age you even don't know how to wash your clothes, but we did that. and since than i'am living in hostel and at the moment too am living in hostel. I had have never lived with my parents more than a month or two months maximum.

I have been through a lot and i know i had to face all of them. But guys, Now whenever i see my friends who complaint to their mom that they don't like this sabji, i really thank to my parents that they did the right things. and now able to face most of the problem without telling them.

This is a life ,Where you have to be tough to become a tough man.

( And there were many boys in Gurukul with me, who were just in 1st grade )

 

[freshseasons]

This might be the biggest mistake I have ever made till now. Chose boarding. Currently I m in MIT Gurukul, Pune doing IB board. Previously I was in Gujarat Board. There toh jst read and vomit. In Ib u need to understand everything and if u fail to understand u r dead then. Now the thing is I m not able to set in boarding school and ib is really really hard. I was literally crying in the class. I m very quite guy so I don't ask much in class. I mean all other guys know basics as they were in igcse board. I haven't even seen those kinda sums.

Now the thing is I m not at all happy here. I m missing home badly, boarding is too strict, no tutions, no good teachers.. While in my home town I m getting admission in Navrachna International School. There the campus is not as good as this but its in my own city. My home, parents, frnds and my pc. I m a guy who can't do things without tution. I m bad at self studies. I m getting admission in NIS.

So jst taking suggestions: Shld I go back oir stay here and try to do self study and all. I know many guys would say that its ur life do what u want. I jst want to know ur opinions.

STAY IN PUNE ..for the life of it.
Initially even when i came there for my education is was totally devastated.The first impression was,"Which part of hell is this ".Feeling lonely was the last of my problems which pretty much sums it up.
You know what !I didint duck in. Just give it a time.
As the time went i started to pick up friends. I felt in love with Pune, its life and culture.
Hell i came to know, how lucky i was to end up in this city.Its the city of dreams and fun.You just have to let wane the initial few months.
You couldn't have chosen a better city for the education and with the new face of city, i will just suggest give it some time and reap the fruits later.
Happy Stay and dont cave it .You will appreciate this suggestion later.

 

[Chirag]

Even I wanna stay but I don't know how I will study. In IB teachers don't teach anything. They will jst guide u and won't help much. I have taken phy, maths and itgs at higher level. ITGS is fine, I can manage it but for maths and phy I need tutions and teachers doin't teach that well. Its like I want myself to stay away from home and be strong with I donno if I would even pass. While in my home town I will go to tutions and all so maybe little chance of passing. I m so confused. Hating myself right now. Lot of money gonna be waste darn it.

 

[Pathik]

^^ dude i understand ur frustration... but no use posting it 4 times...

 

[Chirag]

^^
Net problem.

 

[faraaz]

@Chirag: If it was easy, would it be worth doing it?? An International Baccalaureate is better than doing Gujarat state syllabus, and you learn a lot more. Think of it as an investment. And at the risk of pissing you off, let me tell you for your own good...STOP BEING SUCH A LITTLE B!TCH!! MAN UP AND ACT LIKE YOU'VE GOT A PAIR DUDE! You're what, 16 now?? If you give up now, you will never be able to do anything in life.

 

[mustang]

I advise you that u can't go back your home,you have to prove yourself & show your abilities & If you want a great future for u then you have to struggling towards whichever is the board,
You must have to self studying,in starting you have some but later u understand easily,you have to meets with other students & join them that makes you happy.

 

[Chirag]

I m staying at hostel only. Getting only 80k back if I leave. Don't wanna waste money. Will try to concentrate on studies.. But the thing is I m feeling damn lonley in school and not after school. Findin studies too hard.

 

[Pathik]

Good decision... You ll feel great ahead in life when u ll realize that u made the right decision... we r proud of u...
now please change ur rank...

 

[Chirag]

^^
Umm rank well wait for sometime. Need to know I can do it or not.

 

[cybersunil]

My Advice(take it or leave it)

Do what you want do. It's your life. Wanna go, wanna stay you decide. Life is too short dude to think about such stuff. So go on, do what you want to. You think money is being wasted, well i would say lot cheaper than loosing mental peace.

Read in some post about someone saying "what face you will show to your parents", well you got only one face so prep it up and face them with that . Friends will understand, if they don't they never really knew you.

Finding subjects hard, well i would say join the club, you are not alone. There is a space fight even in here.

Think you are SHY! Then find something that you love doing and stick with in, untill you feel confident enough to SNAP out of it.

Take care and best of luck with your decision.

 

[faraaz]

@cybersunil: No offence, but you sound like a total wimp. I realise you don't care if you are a total failure in life, but please don't spread your defeatist attitude to other ppl who are trying to actually do something with their lives.

 

[lalam]

I'm with faraaz.....So take it from him.
I guess your problem must be that u don't even try to make frens or like anyone. Make good frens and they can always help you with your problem in maths and physics. Share your problem with them as i'm sure your in the same boarding after all.

 

[abhi_10_20]

u already have many friends here......y r u feeling lonely?...cheer up buddy.